it’s been a while since I have felt safe.
technology betrayed me. but now I have a sense of security & hopefully can get back into the swing of things.
it’s been a nice couple of weeks. had a few short getaways and a much needed break from reality. because sometimes reality can be rough.
the state of the world as it really is rather than as you might want it to be.
in life there are choices to make. you can believe that all your decisions in life are previously decided, or you can believe that we were sent to earth to make decisions and make our own life whatever we want. it’s your reality.
i had some hard decisions to make. i said I will ALWAYS tell the truth no matter what. and I did what i had to. i no longer feel bad about it because i know that even with the toughest things that may hurt someone it was the right thing to do. all decisions have a consequence. i can face them, and i can own up to everything I do and say. thank goodness i was taught right.
sometimes this stuff keeps me up at night.
it makes me sick watching what humans are capable of. lying. cheating. killing. hurting. disrespect.
this is the music that cheers me up.
takes me away from reality.
music can change my whole day around. i would put more artists up but it would get crazy with all the different people I listen to.
“you can learn to fly. just call his name. just call his name. wherever we go. call out his name, lift up our hands completely ashamed. Give it all up, dropping our pride. rip us apart, change us on the inside.”
i’m content. feeling very satisfied with life. everyday i get closer and closer to where i need to be and where i am supposed to be. i realize what makes me happy. and what dreams i am striving for.
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